I've come to the point of admitting that I'm not going to make it to the 50,000 words demanded by NaNoWriMo. And I'm okay with that.
At this point in my writing career, I think it's more important to finish this novel sitting in front of me than to clack out an arbitrary number of words during November. The book is up to a little over 105,000 words, or about 138 pages of single-space 12 pt. type (leave my anal-retentiveness to its own little happiness, okay?), and a hair over 95,000 of those words are in a single narrative draft of some quality. It will need another go-through, but it's approaching done-ness, and that is a good thing. A couple of folks have that latest chunk in hand and seem not to have seared their own eyes out of their heads with burning pokers, and I take that as a good sign.
I
do need to be more regular about the writing, though with the semester drawing to a close it's getting harder to carve out space in the schedule. (This is why I want to be a "writer" when I grow up—the ability to sit down and do this thing without having to figure out which of my other responsibilities I'm going to abandon to do it.) I can churn out a thousand words an hour of relatively acceptable prose, at least in 2-hour blocks; I can do yet more with longer stretches if given sufficient motivation. My issue is that I forget that motivation, for the world so easily steals it away, distracting me with a thousand entertainments I could better do without. A good combination of free time to write and friendly pressure to actually do so would be ideal.
My thanks to all my readers for putting up with me feeling my way along in this process. I sometimes feel like a gimp who'd rather blather on about writing than actually, you know,
write, and part of me wants to be a distant, reclusive genius who simply disappears for months at a time and then reappears with brilliant literature in hand; I guess most reclusive geniuses don't
start that way...
In other news, Thanksgiving was very nice, though it was celebrated with all children in various stages of illness. They're recovering for the most part, which is good, what with the looming holiday scheduling madness that always descends.
I should get back to that grading I alluded to earlier. I hope all had a blessed holiday, and will continue to do so in the days to come.
ps—For those interested in such things, an invitation will be going out soon for next year's murder party—an original composition. Danger! Intrigue! Pantaloons! Watch your inboxes...